Monday, March 14, 2005



hello u. im sick of everything. macs. kid. sha. the guys. i wanna stop everything. im so sick of keeping everything to myself. if someone is willing to listen to me...imma warn u first. "Be Warned. U Have To Keep Urself Available For At Least 4 Hours" cos theres just sooo much for me to let out. soo oo oo much. i cant believed she actually yelled at me just becos of the mtf trays. and it happened in front of amir. i think she tried to show amir how fierce she is lar. paler butoh lar! siallan. she screamed my name "EMAAAAAAAA" then i went him muker blur ar. then she yelled "NIE TRAY KALO JATOH CAM MANER?" i wanted to answer "MY PROBLEM IXIT???" fuck sia. abeh amir dah "huh? what happened sia?" i just made that stuck up face like i dont care. i dont care if she wanna scold me or what...imma just make that i-dont-give-a-shit face. she dowan to talk with me? hah~ i dont care. im not gonna be the one yg terhegeh2 make an effort to angkat puki dier. biar lar...whatever. WHAT to the EVER. yeah wtf. just too bad shes the leader. a fuckin 'r' karat phat eeewwww leader. namer jer CREW LEADER. padehal macam sial. TAIK LEADER. lagi sedap. haha. okie enough oredi about her. makes me puke. -blakkkkkk- i heart u. forever and ever. miss u always. tho ur not here with me physically...in my heart u are there...sleeping. always.

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