Mcfly thru time!

2005-06-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

ngee ann.

2005-06-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

never give a girl false hopes u assh0le. thats the worst thing u could ever do.
never have i felt so heartbroken so helpless. fir if u wanna play a game of "which-gal-is-betta", u can just fuck off. u knew but u never cared. why do that to me? why did u take that first step? owells. life is unfair. i wish u the best of luck wit that mtf. to u fir...i still do like u. but the feeling had changed. now i know ur true colours u flirT. ill see how long u can last wit that mtf. =) wells. my class is full of craP. the guys are like so unc00l, unhandsome and unfunny. wTf. thank god i have my sweetheart wit me. shes like my best bud in ngee ann. sometimes i wonder what the fuck are these CINONE girls thinkinK. gosh. "MAMAAAA!!" omg. please. not infront of c01. hah~
fuck lar.
why...why...why...

how do i cope...
when ur love is somebody else's...
theres nothing u can do about it...
how do i deal...
when the fact u had a chance but u chose to turn away...
i gotta take it tho its heartbreaking...
its sometink i had to do...

2005-03-14T06:10:00.000-08:00

hello u. im sick of everything. macs. kid. sha. the guys. i wanna stop everything. im so sick of keeping everything to myself. if someone is willing to listen to me...imma warn u first. "Be Warned. U Have To Keep Urself Available For At Least 4 Hours" cos theres just sooo much for me to let out. soo oo oo much. i cant believed she actually yelled at me just becos of the mtf trays. and it happened in front of amir. i think she tried to show amir how fierce she is lar. paler butoh lar! siallan. she screamed my name "EMAAAAAAAA" then i went him muker blur ar. then she yelled "NIE TRAY KALO JATOH CAM MANER?" i wanted to answer "MY PROBLEM IXIT???" fuck sia. abeh amir dah "huh? what happened sia?" i just made that stuck up face like i dont care. i dont care if she wanna scold me or what...imma just make that i-dont-give-a-shit face. she dowan to talk with me? hah~ i dont care. im not gonna be the one yg terhegeh2 make an effort to angkat puki dier. biar lar...whatever. WHAT to the EVER. yeah wtf. just too bad shes the leader. a fuckin 'r' karat phat eeewwww leader. namer jer CREW LEADER. padehal macam sial. TAIK LEADER. lagi sedap. haha. okie enough oredi about her. makes me puke. -blakkkkkk- i heart u. forever and ever. miss u always. tho ur not here with me physically...in my heart u are there...sleeping. always.

2005-03-12T01:51:00.000-08:00

omg. guess what? i saw ALIF. yes. ALIF. of all places at NTUC. haha~ omg. hes soooo hott. hot as ever. he was wearing a cap and this army-coloured shirt. love his sense of style. rocks. at first i saw his bro...iskandar..but i was unsure...that guy put on lotsa weight since he got married sia. hah~ but hu cares. o yeap. then kak sarah. she gave birth redi. then HIM. alif. teros i gostan dgn trolley2 skali. haha~ lagi sikit kene kaki budak kecik nie. siallah~ my heart was like beating so fast. kaoz. mama lak taknak tegor kak sarah. haiyoh~ ermmm....lovely day. o yeap startin work at 8pm. siallan. fuck sia. haiyoh~ never mind. goin back at 3am. hopefully. haha~

kjljl

2005-03-10T21:44:00.000-08:00

Came a time when every star fall brought you to tears again we are the very hurt you sold and what's the worst you take from every heart you breakand like the blade you stain well i've been holding on tonight whats the worst that i can say things are better if i stay so long and goodnight so long not goodnight and if you carry on this way things are better if i stay so long and goodnight...

2005-03-07T22:31:00.000-08:00

omg. thats it. im gonna marry a white guy. i saw this fucking cute baby yest. she was soooo cute. big blue eyes macam anak patung. omg. soo adorable. her name is jessica. eeyeer...geram sak tengok. macam nak amek bawak lari sey. her mum was kinda cool lar. let me take her picture. :) coolies. o yeah. i have this friend in atlanta. i think im gonna marry him. o yeah. he went on cam yest. and he showed me his whole house. omg. he has a 10-bedroom house. its damn huge i tell u. his father owns 15 rental houses. -jaws dropped- and he has a car and a fucking POOL!! thats it. he has a game room with ps2 and whats that thing called pin ball thingie. gosh. im sooo gonna marry him. hah~! and hes kinda cute lar. hes gonna come here in june. woohoo~ hmm...coolies. o yeah then last sat...omg again. last sat mcs kan 24 hours. so i started work at 9.30pm till 6.30 am. then at around 6am...this four WHITE-HAWAIIAN-LOOKING-TANNED-MIND-YOU walked in. im like already smiling to myself sia. cam budak giler. they were soooo bladie mtf HOT. siallah. then two of them looked at me sia! yes me. hahahah. im like near pengsan redi. then after they left...i had to clear their trays...i still smell their perfume...or spray or wtv. sooo nice and fresh. morning smell. if only local guys smell like em. goshhh....im goin nuts. -nuts-

2005-03-04T18:34:00.000-08:00

o levels. finally OVER. finito. im gonna put it behind me and move on with my life. im gonna enter a new phase of my life. *shudders* ok. mebe im goin nyp or that stupid sp. im gonna take business course. i wanna persue tourism. who knows i get to travel around the world for free. hawhawhaw. right. hospitality. yeap. public relations. :) amor...no es amor. what am i feeling? what am i doin so wrong? is this an illusion that i have in my heart? fish head curry lar. macs is killing me. im freaking working today. and macs is farking 24 hours today. damn. if i do lobby ar....sheesh. ok ok. i need money. im enterin POLY. i need CLOTHES. hur. :/ if only poly has uniform. damn. i love my joshy the steel kiddo. tho hes like 2 years younger than me. but what the heck. im gonna have beautiful children. :P woohoo! okie, thats crap. wtf. arghhhhhhhh.........

2005-02-27T17:36:00.000-08:00

d-day finally came. life ends here for some. life continues for the others. most will cry. out of what is the main question. joy? or mere dissapointment? sheesh. this is me a few hours before the big thing. gd luck to me. damn. :?

saddest day ov my life

2005-02-21T22:51:00.000-08:00

22nd of february. shall forever remember today as the day i felt like a part ov me is taken away from me. it felt sooo bad that it was as if four guys had died today. but hell no. today ma darhls bahri, fairuz, mantri and amir all went off. home. jakarta. ive only known them for like 2 weeks plus yet i felt as if ive known them for months. i heart them sia. waiting for em at the airport T1 my heart was beating like hell. i mean how are the people who really spent 3-6 months with them gonna cope with the loss of four great guys. four guys who brought colours to the dull environment of macdonalds. their arrival brought happiness...joy...light to the lifes of the crew. each and everyone of crew love them to bits. esp kid. woah. cialat. joyce...poor thing. when the bus arrived...everyone rushed out to hug and say hi to them. but i stayed in. when they came in i was like "ok...this is it" i saw everyone else hugging and kissing them. joyce was tearing redi. erni and sha oso cried. *im like crying now.* gosh. i miss them already. they were sucha a bunch of joy. a buncha angels who come by our lives for a short time and then go. angels dont stay forever. i miss mantri...i mean who else would listen to me rattling about kid....who? who? only him. only....him. cos he feels the same way as me. hes my best bud. i need him badly. oh god. why did i even meet them in the first place sia...i will always rememba those times...throw rubbish together, lepak together...closing together. he will always help me. now who will help me? i felt sooo good when i got to hug mantri twice. satisfied. he told me "close lobby kuat2 ya..." i just broke down at his shoulder. cant take it anymore. i hugged all of em. thank god. seeing them off as they entered the departure hall was like....i cant describe that feeling. lost. regret. that was it. airport terminal 2 mcdonalds is not gonna be the same again ever. ever. i mean it. life is all about knowing when to let go...tho it hurts alot. hurts like like fuck. people u dont ever see crying cried. terrible. sombre atmosphere. sucks. sucks. why? why? why so soon? :/

2005-02-19T15:38:00.000-08:00

so nice and shiny. thanks guys! love ya!

penat siak

2005-02-19T15:22:00.000-08:00

todae macs 24 hours. so sian. started work @ 9.30pm. ended at 6.30am. woah. my legs damn cramped. cannot walk sia. but im not that tired lar. todae was ok i guess. everyone was OKAY. wtv lar. okie. todae. so happie. got this three canadians. very hensem lar. as usual. asalkan org puteh sua. khaks. abeh diaorng oder ar makan pat counter. then they chose to sit at the corner. i was like mcm tak pernah nmpk org puteh...sek2 walk past diaorng. khaks. kaoz. abeh i think they noticed ar. khaks. then one of em smiled at me. i was quite paisey actually. i dun mind if i was a customer there oso. nie tidak. im a darn macs worker. siallah. but it was not too bad. then after they finished eating, they each carried their trays. ps. 3 TRAYS. i wanted to carry them lar. i mean to be polite right. its MY jobb anywaes. then they were like "uve got one pair of habds not two!" hahahahah. make sense. then they cleared the trays for me lar. haha. and guess what? besides leaving a 5 bux tip...they gave me this "CANADIAN" badge. they were like "this is for u for being such a sweetheart." omg. *melts* *evaporates*. siallah. dont they want my number or something? khaks. jk. please lar. gosh. that was the best lar k. :) took bus 27 home and what luck got this makcik complaining about this 3 rascals at her workplace who always call her "gila". and ps. i cant laugh for nuts. it was so terrorizing. ps. the 3 rascals are 17 yrs olds mats. kelakar lar. should hear her rattle off. LOL.

wow

2005-02-16T17:16:00.000-08:00

gosh. why must today ever end? it was fun like fuck. the indon guys and me and kid and sha and jimmy and adeline and alan went to bdk reservoir eat supper. wah so bladie fun. it was like a bonding session. haha. me and kid are all good. we are fine now. alright. sat beside bahri. *what could be betta?* he wore a bandanna which as usual looks hot on him. he wore all these beads. wow. *melts* and pai!! i heart him so much. hes sucha sweetie. so funny somemore. we wore a visor. argh! why must they dress to kill? lol. and amir. he wore a hairband. which sooo fits his face. i swear to god. it looks sooo cool on him. same standard like beckham wore it. serious. no kidd. mantri din come. too tired i guess. :( drank grass jelly. no food to eat. all chi stalls. 24 hours but bullshit ar. no halal food. terpakser makan 1/2 boiled eggs and roti toast. jadi lar. we talked and joked and laughed. skali three more indon guys came. woah. they work at east coast park Macs. so hott. my impression on indon guys changed for real sia. din know they can be sooo good looking. then around 4.50...alan, jimmy, adeline went home. me sha kid went to the indon guys house. woah. helluva fun!~ fuuyooooo. they are like the coolest buncha indon people man. pai played the guitar and we sang indon songs together...so shweet. sephia...januari...etc lar. hanging out wit them is like soo fuckin fun. we sat in the living room together gether...talked sang laugh eat drink watch tv listen to CDs...heart them to bits. :P went home at around 12 noon. i wasnt tired at all sia. sha slept at bahri's room. ehem ehem. with bahri inside. LOL. kaoz. berani sey dorang. me pai kid pat luar bebual ar. pai is sufferin from imsonia. haha. cute. but for real ar. :( dah lar. penat ako type. --chao-->

2005-02-16T17:07:00.000-08:00

kedai kopi @ 4.51am. thats my cup btw.

2005-02-16T17:06:00.000-08:00

haha. kenapa lor pai?~ hes got baby fats like u just wanna take him and hug him like hell. ergh!

2005-02-16T17:05:00.000-08:00

gilak dong. pai~ & sha~. haha. love em to bits. went toilet wit sha. haha. funny. peed together.

2005-02-16T17:04:00.000-08:00

pai~ with his guitar!! he played sephia for me! so sweeet. like he looked me in the eyes and sang it sweetly to me. *melts and evaporates*

2005-02-16T17:03:00.000-08:00

itu pai lor-thats his password. haha. cute bunny. sucha sweet guy. :)heart him.

2005-02-16T17:02:00.000-08:00

amir!!! omg. he wore a hairband. it looked sooo cool on him. mcm kene giler sak.

2005-02-16T17:01:00.000-08:00

thats bahri for u. so hot. love the bandanna.

2005-02-16T17:00:00.000-08:00

nitelife at changi. c thats one 'aqua'. haha.

wow

2005-02-14T18:43:00.001-08:00

today was super duper fun. no kid=more fun walau. serious ar. takder kid. ako happie sak. cam giler ako closing. pekik saner pekik sini. macam dah beraper taun kejer. coolness. kalao lar kid takder selamer nyer...ako dtg kejer pon happie sak. but...but...that fucker will awaez be there. and fuck. tomoro mantri's last day...who else am i suppose to complain at....shout at to help me? mian...im gonna miss him. gave him my fav. charmbraclet. so that he can rememba me. sweet eh. valentines day lak tu. hawhaw. woah. mish pai. k lar. kid sucks. sucks the fuck up. she can go fuck her own ass. dier maner nyer big fuck siak nak takot ngan dier? kimak. pi blah sua. tngk muker kau buat darah ako up jer. muker tak happie. kalo tak happie leh bebual ar. asal? takot? kimak. muker jgn step ar. kene sepak baru tau. babi. argh. buang current jek ako ckp pasal kao. kanina chao cheebye. piss.

wow

2005-02-14T18:43:00.000-08:00

fucked up

2005-02-10T11:12:00.000-08:00

today was fucked up. got scolded by kid. gosh. that sucked. gina actually cried. felt really bad sia. i din know it was supposed to be like one and a half hour later. seriously. i put half hour later. shit. i knew i was dead when they ask "who did the apple pie just now?" i was like fuck! d-e-a-d. kid was darn angry sia. im like a dumbass when it comes to closing. serious ar. sucks like fuck. thank god theres people such as fairuz and bahri. thanks load guys! mwah! helped me darn alot. im like one fuckin blur sotong. nak tanyer kid...abeh muker dah cam sial. aper nak buat kan. ---thank goD tomoro i off sia. phew---! went to aeport wit ikin n nonoi. nak blajar actually abeh end up admiring fairuZ. lol. oh yesh. we met ADAM pat mac. hes sooo bladie hot. btol2 cam jap. siak ar. cute giler sey. abeh bilang mama, mama suroh approach dier suroh mintak nombor dier! im like what? when hes wit his fuckin gf. makao! giler. we chased him all the way to the carpark...sampai pat lift lobby. haha. i was like "adam...hi..." malu siak. den he was like " so u were the ones tadi lar yg tengok2!" haha. he actually noticed. kekek siak. wah, he upclose punyerlar hensem. woah---! -melts. evaporates.

sleepy like fuck

2005-02-09T11:30:00.000-08:00

im fucking sleepy. but i dont wanna sleep. okay. today work was fun. im fitting in perfectly. i had to close lobby. i was like "okay...thats good and bad" good cos i get to work on my own pace and theres mantri! bad cos i have to mop and sweep the whole fuckin place. but we did it in record time. that was cool. kid just sucks lar. that bladie fat snobbish marthafucker. ok imran...im sorry. i tot u were a fuckin bastard. im sooo sorry. guess i shall not jusdge by my firz impression. but what u did which i dont know if its really u was fucked up. and please i did not fuckin cry cos of H-I-M. puh-lease. damn u. mr cck. hah. u dont even know ur fuckin house then kena fuck by the pakcik taXi. padan muker!!! hahahaha. kekek sak. sha...sha...i so hate u. u and bahri...urgh! i cant belive it sia. kaoz. giler ar dier. dah tu der gf pat indon. i tink he needs affection from girls. dah lamer kan...paham2 jek lar. n gosh plz get this in ur mind-->the toilets are not uniseX. lol. isy isy isy. pai jugak best. tersengeh2 tk bis2. cute sey dier. haiyoh. si mangkok2 semuer lar cute. -melts-

coolneSS

2005-02-07T11:28:00.000-08:00

omg. nuriek and ayu actualli applied at my werkplace. gosh it would be so much fun wit them around. finally i have a click. hurhur. its not that i dont have frens lar. i do ok. plz lar ema tkder kwn...kaoz...u gotta be kiddin man. kaoz. mepek. just now was tiring as usual. but dunno y i feel happy today. mebe cos of nuriek and ayu. hmm. tomoro 24 hrs. goin home at 12 am tomoro. alryt ar. boleh gak. omg. saw 5 angmohs today. so bladie hensem. can just die. luckily i tahan. one of them actualli smiled at me. kaoz. cair beb. where do these guys come from sia. haish. still stuck to sheila on -tujuh-. haha. forever gonna be stuck. its so emotional. sometimes when i listen to em...i can just cry...wow. power. kid damn fierce sia. scared. what to do. 's'crew leader. fark lar. sometimes my work damn stressful. "cepat ema...faster!" hello. ever heard of the word 'tired'? t-i-r-e-d? kaki tangan sumuer cam nak putus. cam siak. kimak. --pizz--o bahri. omg. he sang the english song...shit i forgot redi! omg, i just realised ive got short term memory. shit. but i remember it was farni but cute miut.

2005-02-07T01:46:00.000-08:00

kids new pink shoe. kaoz. daripader jauh pon leh nmpk sak. cam glow in the dark gitu. pink gilerrrrr. tknk kalaH.

mak kao

2005-02-06T13:40:00.000-08:00

ok. thats it. seriously. cant take it sia. darn tiring man. fuck u. thank god i was not doin lobby redi. gosh. phew! just now was ok i guess. not that bad lar. hurhur. but still. my hands both stink of the stupid sanitizer. woah. the chiller darn cOOL. bez giler. go inside then sengajer breathe out lah...talk lah...den got smoke come out of the mouth. one minute ar perasan im in snow. but is darn fweakin COLD. fweeZing. just now couldnt find the correct boX...walao nearly froZe in there. im like "shit! wheres the farkin BOX!?!". haha. that was farni. wah. today damn shiok. bahri held my hand. as in to prevent me from droppin the fweakin metal thing lah. hurhur. still. ok lar. was 5 mins late today. 2nd time redi. haish. imran sucks. dah tu pelat buat hal pelat ar! fuck u lar. tink he so hensem ar...apek tolak trolley lagi hensem sial. fuck u. i despise u. f u c k u. i hope i will never work in the same shift as u motherfucker. ayu n lydia...u guys can go suck the apek's cockS. fuck u two too. hurhur. muker satu2 nak kene tampar. step nk mampos. ingat dier maner nyer besar...kimak. wtv. wtf. wtt. wff. www. com. per2 jer lar. its 4:50 am redi. i cant sleep. ---->fillet---->'o'---->fish {ma firz burger} wooHOO. :P

darn tired

2005-02-05T09:21:00.000-08:00

its 1:21 am. and i just reached home. its been a fuckin tirin 7 hours of work. kaki mcm nak putus. but its fun nonetheless. thanks to the pple. yeah brighten up my gloomy day. shopped alone at john little warehouse sale. actually shoppin alone is not that bad lar. its very pissful. spent 97 bux. bought 2 shirts 1 denim jacket ( finally i got it!) 3 bras 1 gift set 1 shave kit. quite worth it lar. im so boros. just realised that. haha. hmm. im falling in love wit sheila on -tujuh- lol. yeah. been influenced i guezz. tomolo im startin work at 7 pm. till closing. darn. im soo prepared for that. hopefully tomolo is not that packed like today. im like farking alone at the lobby today. felt like shouting at the manager. -ive only got TWO hands!!!- not a hundred. expect me to stand-by alone at the enourmously humongous loBBy. wtf. was soo piZZed. penat siak. abeh balek kaki cramp. cam sial. kimak. haish. tough lar the job. feel like quiting. but i wanna the money. tsk tsk tsk//--hadapilah ini...kisah kita takkan abadi.--// hus sephia? fark lar. y must he be soo hoT? sucks man. sucks sucks sucks. y must he go away soo sooooon? arent i destined to get close to him? why is destiny so cruel to me? always! he looks sooo good even when he was pushing the rubbish bin. loL. okie. im goin nuts in a sec. ok im nuts.

2005-02-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

sya n her "boyfren" hahahahahahahah....vely farnie. oh thats the ever so handsome bahri.

what a day//...

2005-02-02T16:53:00.000-08:00

oh my god. thats it. this is what life is supposed to be like. and im loving it. work ended at 2am. went to pasir ris park afta that. four guys three gurls. *hint: im the youngest.// gosh wassit fun. the guys are the most down-to-earth most nicest farniest dirtiest buncha guyz. *hint #2: they are not local. surprised?// its like as if its the first time i feel like im an adult. i tink its they way they treat me. makes me feel like an adult. sat by the beach. talked bout tsunami...life...langsat...teamwork...and yeah etc. *shall not mention more// lol. waited for the sunrise. the first time ive ever seen a sunrise by the beach with real peepz wit real problems in this real world. made me tink of who i really am and whats the true meaning of friendship. how far friendship can stretch...its beautiful. "ema...welcome to the adult world." for real. and yesh bahri is farking hott. hes one of the four guys. hes twenty-plus. cant rememba. he wore kid's bandanna and i was like *jaws drops to the floor and got glued to it* hes fweaking genteng. they are all good-looking. and yesh for the firz time in my life i peed in the gents wit guys peeing in there at the same time. *thanks to the ladies lights not werking* it was pweety uncomfortable at firz...but it was ok i guess. went back at 6.30. a good 4 1/2 hrs wit them. lol. i shall forever rememba this day...cant wait for fri! town wit em! hmmm....love ya aisyah! thanks sooo much for helpin me! u dunno how much it meant to me..."toilet! toilet! paiiii....!!!!! mangkok lor!"

2005-01-31T23:02:00.000-08:00

2005-01-31T22:51:00.000-08:00

omg. im starting my job today at 9pm. slept at 5.30 am yest. it was fun fun fun. lol. so farnie. had a battle with a loser. im a disgustin bitch. wtf. eew eew eew. suck toes? gosh. thats sick. jigo. or watever its spelt. g-go? sucha cute-sounding kitten. and yes. im gonna buy a yamaha guitar. im determined to learn guitar. yeah man! im gonna learn all the notes the chords...all the guitar shit. ive began to appreciate guitar since ive ben hearing it like nearly every night. hes darn good. like fuckin good. a pro. seriously. *hails him* wow. everytime he strums...ull be like omg. thats soo bladie good. niceeee....but its not gonna be ez. thats im aware. i wanna go clubbink. DEE? i tot its gonna be in feb ryt...plz bring me along!!!

2005-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

woohoo

2005-01-30T04:59:00.000-08:00

woah. safin won aus open 2005. like finally. been hoping for that to happen. yay! muacks. hes soooo bladie facking hoTT. it was a fun and very entertaining match. it kept me at the edge of my feet. my heart racing at every point. he started the match like an idiot playing. 1-6 down. gosh. i was like thats it! then he revived in the second set breakin hewitt's serve. he rallied all the way and won the second set 6-3. it went on to the third and fourth set. 6-4 6-4. woah. a million bucks in his pocket. very cool. he should gimme 10 000 bux for supporting him from the very start. hes sucha cutie. :P and yeah. vely the happie. :O fffuuuyyyoooo....

eh ah eh ah tak takot tak takot...

2005-01-25T20:51:00.000-08:00

alright. im updating my blog. cam malas gitu. been a long time sey. wow. been bz. bz woman. hawhaw. and yeah. been engaging in conversations with this guy. a stupid guy. full of crap. but its fun to listen tho. taught me all the mat language. hawhaw. very interesting. taught me a totally different perspective of life in singapore. its not what i taught it was. singapore is not that peaceful and harmonious city to come to think of it. haish. aZZhol3. why? thanks to pple like him. i dunno why they should fight...beat the hell out of each other. haiy0h. they should just die in the tsunami. "tak badi ar" "mcm adek2 ar" "watai" "wansui" "brada ang" "boss sudah kasi green light, jom kiter proceed" thats bad news. hawhaw. wadever lar eh. pop a baron!

yo dj heat the beat
ku to simia kaigi
capwe kini kongiki
iki caki langiangsai
kuto kina chiang sai
nono sai kuto sai kuto kinai katai sai
helu paghouse selu lai
iti lu uti kaka lai
kate kapo cecalo
kapo kina lokapo
kapo kapo toi haiyo
kapo lakai sholiyo
ah lian kong lai pu cai sien
to be cont'd............................................................................................

2005-01-02T02:27:00.000-08:00

my heart goes out to the tsunami victims.
life has to go on...

to the victims' families...
just hold on tight there...
its gonna be hard accepting the fact that they are gone out of a sudden...

to people like me who are not affected directly...
do consider this as an oppurtunity to realise how precious life is...

you may die today...
tomorrow...
you'll never know.

every second counts.
just take a few minutes and think deeply...
what you did for the past year.
good stuff.................bad stuff......

i love you ma, pa and ikin.
you guys are everything to me...

oh man...

2004-12-13T22:14:00.000-08:00

i mish u.
mish. mish. mish.
loads.
i mish taking d bus in d morning.
i mish sitting in d bus listening to all d 'fucks' at d back of d bus. courtesy of some idiots frm st pats. but wth.
i mish waiting in excitement fer lee-ken. haha. oh man wen he appeared im lyk "WOW"
wth. im gonna mish secondary sch life.

had kenduri last nyt. mien...it was fun fun fun.
played blind mice like shit. l0lx. ate loads of good food. cam hari rayer gitu.
shit. i tink i gained 1.5kg sia. damn.
cant wait fer dis thurs. hahahahaha. msia here we come. chey.
ikin chatted wit micha. dat asshol3. wtf. hes sucha aSS. blaK. blaK. wadever lar.

"zombiesh"

2004-12-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

been on d comp d whole dae. nuttin betta to do. very lazy to go out. weather too nyc. din sleep d whole nyt. went joggin at 5.30am. yes, dat early. was bored. sigh. sch holz can suck sumtymes. well...occasionally lah. juz watched OPERA WINFREY SHOW. (love tt!). she interviewed this lady hu weighed 550 pounds in 1987 n now she had reduced to 210 pounds sia. *kanasai* how d heLL. wtf. she went fer some surgery shIt. ergh. but hu cares. she damn slim now le. supposed to go out with farz bt den ma sis fell sick. haha. cant go out. stuck. take care of her. wah. i sound so nyc. ur head lar. fark her lar. blady aSS. nVm. my eyes very painful sia now. my brain half-shut. im still searching fer a job. a bladie worth-the-pay-or-else-d-job-can-kiss-ma-ass job. l0LX. my parents been naggin at me to move ma butt n search fer any part-tym. fast fd are like totally OUT. eeeek. i just cant see maself wearing d unifm to d werkplace. id rather die den b seen in a fasr fd unifm. l0Lx. sorie to d fast fd workers. u guys R0X d chicken n fries. \_/i tink i wanna look fer a sales postn or sumtynk. can ya blive im gonna gif tuitn to a K2 kid. *shakes head* but wth. still money. i tink i betta brush up on my ABCs...

ciara ft missy elliot 1.2 step so rawk. *whoa* *poWeR*

like finally...

2004-12-04T01:51:00.000-08:00

there. ma blog. like finally. gosh. to all d pple hus been anticipating my blog. u got it. haha. perasan gitu.